Our host family have managed this Ryokan for 80 years! We bade them farewell with gratitude for our shelter for the night and continued on our journey.
The first half of the walk was blissful, following a path that wound around a dam and through forests with babbling streams. We stopped to take a rest beside a ramshackle shed that looked abandoned and saw through a broken pane of glass a statue of a woman that looked in fairly good shape compared to everything else in there that was ancient and broken. It was odd and very out of place.
As we climbed further up the mountain the trail became steeper and more difficult with numerous false summits. After many hours we came to the most difficult section of all, where we basically had to do rock climbing over a knife's edge with our heavy backpacks for a long distance which seemed at some moments threatening to topple me over the edge. Josh is far more nimble than I am and he talked me through the scary sections, with me muttering intermittently " I'm really not having fun right now". There are many sections on the Shikoku hike that are referred to as Henro Korogashi " Henro fall down", meaning where pilgrims often fall. This term is used to describe particularly difficult sections and to me this was the most treacherous part of the journey.
A network of nature trails called Shikoku no Michi that spans 1545km which are categorized as historical trails form much of the Shikoku Henro.
Thank heavens for o-henro-san Tonies, a pilgrim we had met on and off throughout our journey. He offered to call us a taxi which was a huge help and we bade him farewell. Arigato Tonies!
Strangely, finally finishing the 88 Temples pilgrimage on foot divided into 2 sections (Temple 1-40 in 2020 and Temple 41 -88 in 2025) covering about 1100km in total felt anti-climactic for both of us. There was a lesson in humility to be learned here. We both expected " something" at the end and there was nothing. It was a lesson of how your own expectations when not realized can lead to a feeling of disappointment and that is something you create in your own mind, it is not something done to you. We laughed when we realized this, we had built up an imaginary triumph or acknowledgement at completing this arduous journey but that was not reality.
Apparently nirvana in life is obtained by releasing desire because desire leads to disappointment and pain. Inadvertently we learned this and had to let go of the desire to feel some type of " groovy feeling" or acknowledgement of obtaining our final stamp. I guess hereby we did arrive at Nirvana upon this realization for a brief moment!
Thanks so much for sharing the journey, I get exactly what you felt at the end, kind of empty and a feeling of “ok, what now”
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Thanks for sharing your incredible experience! Life is but a journey…
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